crossroads

some of us go through life on a straight lane - smooth, easy peasy, 5th gear all the way...

others hit some long and winding stretches along the way - but all more eventful and enriching..

and then there are those of us who hit crossroads at every turn - ever more eventful, ever more fulfilling (or is it), filled with heartaches and laughter, screams of glee and woe - but it still remains a path of crossroads galore.

so when we hit the crossroads, how many of us are very sure of where to turn? is it right, or left, straight or 5 o'clock? do we agonise over it, fearing that the wrong turn could be disastrous, or at best, not the most fulfilling and satisfying?

my crossroads seem to be telling me to leave it at the feet of Jesus, and just wait for His direction; but we are just stubborn humans who must worry and ponder over them, and getting all worked up about it, aren't we? so i am at this crossroad now - should I or shouldn't I?  oh bugger it.....