funny how life dishes out unplanned things, no matter how settled you think you are. well, shoobs boobs moving to NL is certainly unexpected, but inevitable i guess.
it will be so strange to only see her once in so many months... no msn nor skype can really take the place of physical presence. and it's so strange to get through the day at work, and then remember that dinner is most likely on my own since yelleh belleh has a keen social life. dinner used to be quite often with shoobs. i guess the positive side is that i will be able to catch up with friends, and start a new life.
it's time to really let go of the children. my job is done, it's time to let them fly the coop.
but it will never really be a 'let go'; not when we are so close. it will merely be a "adjustment" of the mind.
and yes, it is certainly a new chapter in all our lives.
i pray that she will eventually come back to live here or yelleh and mumsy can move there, but who knows what tomorrow will bring. as long as children are happy with their lives, it is all that counts. parents do not take centrestage anymore..
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